Archive for June 6th, 2007

06
Jun
07

What I am today.

Oh leaf, so lonesome.
Taken in the drain outside my block.

Here I am on my bed, riddled sick with a tiresome cough. The doctor’s closed for now, so I’ll have to wait till 7pm to get my meds. The phlegm that’s coming out is all gooey and green wih a tinge of yellow. Disgusting. I was wondering, does anyone eat their phlegm on purpose and enjoy it? Just a random thought.

My mom’s gone off to Sentosa to party with the family, but it’s all good cause I was never that big a fan of Sentosa anyway.

Yesterday, I went to school to hang out with the best friends. Hadn’t been there proper for about 5 months, so we took a nice walk from the FMS block to the Atrium and back. Bumped into many familiar faces, I started feeling a tad bit nostalgic, haha. But I’m not sure if I’m ready to go back to school after my stint with SPH. I’ve been working full force for the past 3 months (so much so that I’ve fallen ill), and going back to the school environment and routine isn’t exactly the most attractive thing right now. I’m so used to going to the office and being the intern, cracking jokes with the rest and going for coffee, getting reprimanded for crap shots and complimented on good ones (lucikly more good than ugly), sleeping on the couch when I’m so tired after a shoot, meeting people from all walks of life- the rich and famous, the poor and not-so-famous-, and being myself.

In school, it’s all political bullcrap. I don’t want to know who bitches about who (actually I do), but I’ll stay on the sidelines thank you very much. I just want to do my work with helpful partners, get nice grades and graduate with a great bunch of friends I can keep for life. Perhaps get a scholarship, that would be truly awesome. Quit making a scene, yo.

Tragic, but it took Wayne’s passing for me to realise that life’s too short to be hating on anyone and making enemies. FRIEND FRIEND CAN?