I’m here having a crisis over losing my approved receipts for my transport fees. I have lost the whole bundle that was handed to me, and I’m really feeling sad. Very sad-ded. But perhaps all is not lost, for Jaq said she was going to make a photocopy of it. If I’m in luck, I still might be able to salvage what’s left of the situation. This is extremely unsettling. What makes me really angry is that I told myself that I would lsoe the stack if I kept them in my back like that. But the absent-minded side of me took over and I was just like… whatever la. I’m so darn angry at myself. This is way worse than the time I lost $50… this is more than $500.

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I wish money didn’t have to be all that important, but money is necessary to do things that we need and want to do. $500 can buy me a sweet lens or some clothes or money meals and movies. $500 can pay the rent (whenever I have to pay it). GAH. This is just a bad week. I was so happy this morning and afternoon after coming to an epiphany that the self isn’t as important as others. Which still stands, but I will talk about that another time. I think it’s just the fact that I lost so much that sucks majorly.

I also have to deal with this impending infection that could be potentially harming to my body. Maybe can die one. I am very stressed. STRESSED SIA. Super stressed. I think I have to get an MC. Oh dear, I do dislike taking MCs. Not very good. Work is good!

Edit: Thank God I took an MC. My shoulders and neck are so sore and stiff I can’t even turn my head without it hurting. They say that bad things come in threes. This makes it the fourth thing haha. But it’s ok. It’s probably bad karma points getting redeemed.